| Re: It is truly hard to believe... but... |
Subject: Re: It is truly hard to believe... but... by crash on 2008/5/31 22:16:27 ANDY AS I TOLD TOMMY IKNOW YOUR LOSS TOO WELL AS I SAID MY OLDER BROTHER TAUGHT ME THE WAYS IN LIFE AS HE WAS BEING PREPPED FOR HIS SECOND OPEN HEART SURGURY IN 10 YEARS MY FAMILY WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM AND 1 BY 1 WE WHERE ALLOWED TO GO IN AND SEE HIM I CHOSE NOT TOO AND LET OTHER MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY GO IN AND SEE HIM I TOLD MY MOTHER TO TELL HIM HY AND I WENT TO WORK I DID SO THINKING ALL WOULD BE OK HOW WRONG I WAS HE DIED IN RECOVERY OF CARDIAC ARREST TO THIS DAY I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT GOING IN AND BEING WITH HIM I DID WHAT I DID BELIEVING ALL WOULD GO WELL AND ID BE BULLSHITTING WITH HIM THAT NITE HOW WRONG I WAS AND THE LOSS OF NOT SEEING HIM BEFORE SURGURY STILL HAUNTS ME TO THIS DAY AS FOR MY WIFE ROSIE I WAS THERE FROM THE START AND WILL BE TILL SHES DONE AND BEATS THIS THING SHE BEAT BREAST CANCER 2 YRS AGO AND SHE WILL BEAT THIS SHE AINT NO QUITTER IN HER WORDS I WILL BEAT THIS 1 TOO THIS WOMAN HAS BALLS BIGGER THAN KING KONG I MY SELF AM SCARED SHITLESS THIS IS MY BEST BUDDY AND FRIEND SHE WILL KICK ITS ASS FOR SURE PLEASE YALL SAY A PRAY FOR HER THATS ALL SHE WANTS NO TEARS JUST PRAYERS SORRY TO BE SO LONG WINDED AND THANKS TO A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE RICH A.K.A. CRASH |
