| Re: Ok, A guy question please..... |
Subject: Re: Ok, A guy question please..... by Ultraman on 2009/12/15 2:39:11 I was a bad boy for the first 30 years. Hardtail Harleys and big block Corvettes. Lots of drinking and fighting. Many broken relationships. I squeezed a 4 year degree into 13 years. I was a mess. but I was having fun. I woke up one morning hung over as usual, looked around and realized that I was heading no where real fast. I was not only heading there I had arrived. Deep down I wanted better but I needed help. I got down and did something weird I asked the Lord for some help and it was fast in coming. Got locked up for DUI (and speeding in that big block Vette)the next night and it was at that point I said enough. I quit drinking ( I know that scares a lot of you especially if you are from down under)and smoking and packed up and moved far away and started over. What the hell I had been drunk for 15 years, that was enough. I saw booze as the core of what all the fighting and broken relationships came from for me. I could not handle it. I had to change who I had become and get back to who I really was. to do this I had to radically change my life. I did that and I started hanging with some square folks and the rest is history. Sometimes you need a change of scenery and who and where you hang out. I still have my bad ass Harley and my Corvette (very small block)but I also have a trophy wife of 26 years and 3 great kids and a good business. Start looking for quality guys, the older they get the more baggage they have but they are out there. You will find someone if you are willing to look in the right places. Sorry this got so long! |
