| Re: and again |
Subject: Re: and again by pr0zac on 2009/7/11 5:12:26 i have nothing holding me back now.. i am somewhat glad he is gone. his portion of the rent will be missed but other than that i didn't exactly care for him that much. so whatever, i can afford to be here without him for the time being. i just really need to find a job now. its amazing what jobs 8 years in the military won't get you. i am beyond amazed at all of this. i don't think i have anyone or anything else to let me down at this point. i have said that before and i was wrong but holy crap. i have some ideas. i really hope that all of this is in some way leading me into something good. if i went through all this shit and come out empty handed i really want to know what the point of it all was. i had a talk with my father earlier and he just doesnt even know what to say to me anymore. he use to call all the time. now i have to track him down and he is super short. i know its cause he feels he has no way of helping me or a solution to my problems. man this boils my blood. |
