| Re: Thursday The Twenty Trips To Win |
Subject: Re: Thursday The Twenty Trips To Win by vetteblondie on 2021/9/23 14:09:32 Morning ya'll - Tommmy, I"m not sure how old you are but I"m 53 and I've been thinking of things like that for years. I often think of where I'll be when my health declines, and after dealing with nursing homes, I flatly refuse that. I'll put a cap in it before that happens I think. I'm one of those you mention that nobody checks on, looks in on etc, I live mostly by myself. I know I techinically live with Arron however he's hardly there. Those that do reach out to me want to borrow money or need help with something and that's bout it. I often wake up at night thinking of these things, all my life's failures and regrets. My neurologist calls it "end of life depression" and says theres no reason I should be thinking these things. Can't help it. On brighter news it's beautiful here today, although cold, due to warm up to around 80. Perfect. Hoping for a slow day at the office today, didn't sleep well so not in the mood for bs today. Rather just sit here and try to find the end of the internet. Fingers crossed I make the congressman's secretary happy so we can get that project off and done. I have a new pool truck here so that's to start. Third one from them in a month. That must be where the money is. |
